day:
movies, movies about 
molester priests,
journalists, lesbians
and communists
this is what i watched today
drinking a wine called cake

dinner:

turns out there's 
a nearby arabian horse farm
and a shack cabin with

unimaginable red plaid carpets 
that was once in the family

drive:

casual tears

prayers

volunteers
i'm picturing 
the unimaginable 
disaster 
while we eat

frozen yogurt and drink
limeade. all the houses
are like new 

death and resurrection:

i'm the daughter 
towards the front,
23 and still can't pay
attention in church,
the daughter with

the haziest plan
and not even a hint
of a california tan