Surveillance?

I'm looking for an answer to problem-solving
I said you can problem-solve in your dreams
and it felt old-fashioned and basic

I saw a wife I know shopping for a plot in a cemetery
behind Urth Cafe with a brochure in her hand

while I stood in line waiting for my pat-down
before a show. That was a dream. The whitest thing about me
is my indignation, in airports my pissed off performance is as theatrical as the search itself.

Should I be more comfortable about my freedom to act annoyed
does someone need to roll their eyes as a reminder?
But is that a libertarian eye-roll?

 Do I just want to die? How is this inconsistent with wanting to take all the guns away?

Sometimes it feels like a fetish to flex guilt.... so I'm pissed off in airport lines, isn't everybody?